Broken In

I watched my brother lose his mind
I watched my father too
I watched the family drift apart
and finally come unglued

I tried to starve myself until
I'd finally disappear
I wanted to pluck out my eyes
and tear off both my eyes

come death
come time
come desolation wind
what has not broken me will not
I'm already broken in

I drank until I dried all up
I begged for death to come
I smoked up like a factory
and blackened both my lungs

my eyes were on Orion's belt
as acid hit my dome
I tripped so hard I found myself
and never made it home

come death
come time
come desolation wind
what has not broken me will not
I'm already broken in

I will maintain no deep regrets
nor fret for what's to come
cause Jesus Christ the alien
will strike me deaf and dumb

how futile are the works of man
our happiness and dread
I knew a man with many plans
and now that man is dead

come death
come time
come desolation wind
what has not broken me will not
I'm already broken in
what has not broken me will not
I'm already broken in